Hello!!! Thought I would post something on here…..Its been a long time, and really I have had a lot to say, but did not know how to put it to words.
I just want to kind of share from my heart tonight. Maybe it will encourage someone. 
Well, I have had a lot going on in my life this year. God is teaching me to wait, be still and know that He is God. That nothing is going to happen without it being his purpose or plan. I like the saying that God does not have a plan B. As I think, I have a lot of questions and more times then I would like to say I find myself “trying” to help God out in some way. But then God in his loving way always shows me that its all him. I can do nothing without him anyway. Something else I have been learning is when testing and hard times come, and I really do not understand….how am I going to deal with it? Its easy to just get down about it and think that God is not seeing it. But, What God has been showing and teaching me is that when times like this come that I need to rejoice and know that God has it all in his hand. I may not see it, I may not feel it, but He is always working. Then I can rest, and be happy in whatever ends up. God say in his word that through hard times more fruit we will bear. He also says that His ways are not our ways. Well, I know that I kind of jumped all over the place……hehe…..hope you were somewhat able to understand. Please pray that I will keep looking to God in all this and wait on Gods will and ways.
